i'm sorry, i just have to say this.

i fucking hate elitest little cunts who think they're so much better than everyone else because of the fact that they liked a band before they became "mainstream" and who won't listen to a band if they've been on mtv and who think everyone else has horrible taste in music and who THINK THEY KNOW SO MUCH MORE ABOUT MUSIC THAN YOU DO and will not hesitate to correct your "mistakes" even when you were the one who was right in the first place and they were the one who was wrong.

I HATE THEM.

so.

some idiotic person in jeff's class: "[insert whatever the hell they were talking about here] is so gay."
jeff: "ignorance is so straight."

now, this offends me. i'm not straight, or gay for that matter, but i don't think he should have said that. yeah, it's funny and all, but it's hypocritical to expect people to not say that things are gay and then be allowed to call things straight. i love jeff to death, but really. it's rude. especially since he's in GSA, and the entire point of GSA is to make people more tolerant. statements like "ignorance is so straight" just seem pointless to me, because it doesn't make people listen, it makes them upset.

well. maybe i'm being too sensitive, i don't know, but i don't think so.

mom got me law & order on dvd. how exciting.

we went to the mall today. i got three new pairs of pants, a new sxe shirt, socks, bracelets, a tote, three cds, and a bunch of stuff from bath & body works. then we saw harry potter in imax. it was fantastic.

i should go.
bye, darlings.
<3jen

1; i'm sick.

2; why don't i ever get comments anymore?

3; my birthday is in two weeks and two days. <3

so aparently today was a minimum day. that was a lovely surprise.

i have art 2 with christina and a couple other people i know, one of which was in my bio honors class last year and is now in my chemistry class. mrs. flohr seems okay so far. we just did value things today. easy.

second period = PE = ew. the only person i know in that class is autumn and i totally hate her. but there is this rather gorgeous scene girl in my class.

i have lunch with matt & angela, yay. and karly, tanner, and david. i'm not alone.

third period is chemistry...which i already don't like. : i don't like where i sit or who i sit next to or the fact that it's SCIENCE. plus i hate the science rooms. i don't really know why, i just...don't like them. whatever.

trigggg is gonna be super hard. but at least ross and danielle are both in my class. but still, we were supposed to do an algebra review for homework tonight and i didn't remember any of it. : i felt kind of...well, stupid.

i watched crash today after i got home. i cried, as always.

i was thinking about staying up late tonight but i'm so tired...i think i might actually go to bed early. and get like. eight hours of sleep. that'll be so weird.

i should go.
bye, loves.
<3jen

new aim sn:
xxpianowirevines
yay for the blood brothers.

so like. IM me sometime.

i hate my father.
he is an asshole.
i wish i never had to see him again.

godddd.

i'm done with french. yay.

we got our schedules for next term...
1: art 2 --- flohr
2: pe --- smith
3: chemistry --- o'bear
4: trigonometry --- hobbs

and that is that.

i saw a new therpist this morning. i like her. so far.

button has to go to the vet todayyyy. we have to leave in like 4 seconds. so i guess i'll be going.

bye.

so. i'm done with half of my finals. we did the CSRE tests in english and that was it. they were easy. except we had to write a persuasive essay on something that i could really care less about, but i got through it, so whatever. i had butterflies in my stomach after i finished the tests though. i think it's just because i'm done with the class and it's kind of weird to know that i'll never be in that class again, but it was weird. i've never had butterflies after a test or at the end of a class. ever.

world history was okay too. the test was only 120 questions and the essay questions weren't that bad. plus mr. axtell let us listen to ipods/cd players/whatever during and after the test. so that was good. but again, i had the butterflies after the test. so i've never had that happen before, but it happened twice today. maybe it'll happen tomorrow too...except tomorrow i'll just be glad to be rid of mme o, so i don't know.

mmm. i don't know. i'm starting with a new therapist on saturday...maybe it'll actually work this time. : and after i see her mum and i have to take button the vet for her checkup thingy.

i should go. but you know what i'd love? to actually get some comments. that would be lovely considering i haven't had any since monday.

bye, loves.
<3jen

//edit:
so like. i love this layout. and i still don't have any comments. :

I.
FUCKING.
HATE.
MYSELF.

and i just want you to know...
that it's your fault.

so. um. yeah.

my history test went okay. we had to take the state test today in english. it was fine, idk. they're always really easy. so tomorrow i have two more tests in english and the final in world history. then i'll be done with those classes...and it'll be weird. : but on the plus side, today was the last regular day of french. on friday we just have to take the final and then we'll probably just hang around and do nothing for the rest of the class. i'm so glad i don't have to deal with Mme O anymore.

i think christina's in my art 2 class next term. i talked to her for a couple minutes today after school. so that's cool. and i'm almost certain matt has first lunch. emily doesn't. it'll be weird. it'll be the first time since 7th grade that we haven't had lunch togetherrr.

i have to go. whatever.

bye.
<3jen