January 4, 2006

• i want to push you into oncoming traffic
  but then i realize i'd kill myself
  trying to save you.

  
  

  so. school was okay i guess. my dad was a complete asshole when i got home though and we've been fighting since the moment i walked through the door. i'm so fucking sick of him. then i was arguing with my mom too. so i talked to jenn and she made me feel better. i love jenn because i can talk to her about anything and she'll understand. she's going through basically the same stuff i am at home. and she's a cutter too, so yeah. :

  
  

  oh and over break, two people from my school died. the guy got shot during some drug thing and the girl killed herself. she did it two days before christmas. but her parents are like...embarassed or something so they're telling everyone she was in a car accident. but my friend knew her and she said she committed suicide. what a lovely holiday. they had big signs up for them at lunch today.

  
  

  i'm off, i guess.
  bye, loves.
  <3jen

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