i want to push you into oncoming traffic
but then i realize i'd kill myself
trying to save you.

so. school was okay i guess. my dad was a complete asshole when i got home though and we've been fighting since the moment i walked through the door. i'm so fucking sick of him. then i was arguing with my mom too. so i talked to jenn and she made me feel better. i love jenn because i can talk to her about anything and she'll understand. she's going through basically the same stuff i am at home. and she's a cutter too, so yeah. :

oh and over break, two people from my school died. the guy got shot during some drug thing and the girl killed herself. she did it two days before christmas. but her parents are like...embarassed or something so they're telling everyone she was in a car accident. but my friend knew her and she said she committed suicide. what a lovely holiday. they had big signs up for them at lunch today.

i'm off, i guess.
bye, loves.
<3jen

OMFG, WHORE.

Anyways. I got my nose pierced today, yay. My dad took me to do it as a late Christmas present. So. Pictureee.

It's just a little stud, but I'm still all excited, ha.

I want a new layout. : Yeah, whatever. I'll go get one. Or something.

I finally put Hollywood Undead on my iPod. I was listening to them all day today.

I might get rid of my fish. : They're a pain in the ass to take care of. Not to mention the fact that they cost a shitload of money, which I don't have. But I don't want to kill them, so I don't know what I'll do.

I'm have to type this thingy for world history. Jesus, I have to go back to school tomorrow. That sucks. : But at least it's been raining here for four days.

I'm off.
Bye, loves.
<3jen

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!