jen has a new xanga.

apocalypsexxcabaret

go love me.

i remember when i used to write on here every day. but no more, ha.

this morning i woke up and like ten minutes after i woke up i started crying. i just cried and cried for no reason. it took like an hour for it to stop. so i didn't go to school. i stayed home and went back to bed.

but going back to bed might have been a mistake, since i had a really...gross...dream. there was a lot of blood and murderers. and there were a lot of hills.

i don't know. this was pointless.

//edit:
it's time for something new.
a new xanga, to be specific.
i'm going to go make one. 

so i'm thinking about making a new xanga.
again. but i don't know if i will...

i'm bad at life. i don't go to school enough. and... i'm having self-esteem problems right now. but really, when am i not having self-esteem issues?

i want to do something but i have nothing to do.
story of my life, right?

shittt. i don't like being bored.

wellwellwell.

christina came over today after school and we watched life on the murder scene. :] it's fantasticcc, really. we talked to amanda too.

so tomorrow i think i'm going to this thing downtown called second saturday. it's an art thing where a bunch of the art museums are open late on the second saturday of every month and you just go and walk around to all of them. christina's probably going too. should be fun, right? right.

so i really want to go shopping. i want to spend money. too bad i don't have any money, ha.

jerseyyy is adorableee. <3

and that's all i know. :]

BYELOVERS.
<3jen

So I've been working quite diligently on a new playlist. It should hopefully be up tomorrow or Wednesday.

Angela and Christina have both decided that they want industrials too, ha. I'm a trendsetter. ;]

I bought tickets for Warped Tour today. :] I can't wait, seriously. It's like the highlight of my summer. Except this summer I get my permit, rawr.

I should go do homework. I have a million things to do. : Oh well, ha.

We have five weeks of school left. I wish it was summerrrr.

Well. I should go.
Au revoir, les chéris.
<3jen

//Edit:
New playlist, ohmy. :]

So Jersey is adorable. :] He was sleeping on the back of my neck today for about an hour. I lovelovelove him.

I went to the movies today with mom. We saw The Sentinel, and it was pretty damn good.

I'm rather fond of AFI's new song. And I'm rather excited for their new CD, which they've taken entirely too long to put out.

I went shopping with my dad today for Mother's Day and I ended up spending about $50 on myself in Bath & Body Works. But I did get stuff for my mom too, so it's okay.

We got a new chair for the computer. The other one was like. Lopsided. Weird. So this one is pretty nice.

ANYWAYS, I'm rambling.

Off I go. :]
Bye, lovers.
<3jen

//Edit:
For Lina.

The top one, that's an industrial. :]

So I didn't get my lip pierced. Mom and I went to Sub-Q yesterday to get it done but the guy said something about it being bad for braces so mom wouldn't let me get it. But I got an industrial instead, so it's okay. :] It just hurts now.

I went to Arts Alive! yesterday at school and I got an honorable mention on my charcoal drawing and I didn't expect to get anything so. It was nice. :]

But today I didn't go to school because I was tired. Whatever, I haven't missed school in a long time.

Ohh, I saw my school counselor the other day to ask her about whether or not Mme O was going to be teaching at my school next year and she's not. I'm so happy. :] So I'm retaking French 2 and then I'll take French 3 & 4 when I'm a senior.

In other news, I love Bloc Party.

And that's all I have to say.

Either Thursday or Saturday.
That is when I will have my lip pierced.

In other news, Button is beautifulll. :]
And so is Jersey. :]

Mom said there's someone from Elk Grove on Supernanny tonight, haha. I can't believe she actually watches that show. :

So on Thursday I had a trig quiz.
On Friday I had a chemistry test.
Today I had a trig test.
Tomorrow I have a chemistry midsession.
That sucks.

I have to go away now.
Bye.