May 15, 2006
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so i'm thinking about making a new xanga.
again. but i don't know if i will...
i'm bad at life. i don't go to school enough. and... i'm having self-esteem problems right now. but really, when am i not having self-esteem issues?
i want to do something but i have nothing to do.
story of my life, right?
shittt. i don't like being bored.
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i don't go to school a lot either.. i have to miss next week entirely,after missing all of last week...
I'm not sure why you have self esteem problems.. maybe because I don't know you in person, but from what I do know, you're totally awesome
And, if you make a new xanga, I won't be able to come here to get my daily dose of faux affliction [forgive our sins, forged at the pulpit with forked tongues, selling faux sermons]
<3!
When I miss school sometimes it's for legitimate reasons... but last week, i stayed home because i was pissed off at my band director... a few other times it was because I was mad at people. one time i was actually sick.
next week, my Nonno is having surgeries, so I'm staying at my nonna's house, so she doesn't get lonely, and has someone to take care of her, so that's a sort of legitimate reason, i guess.
I know what you mean about depression... I have it too. pretty bad sometimes... But I'm bipolar, so I guess that's slightly different.. I've done some really horrible things, to myself.. but Ive been learning how to control myself.. i've been getting a lot better.
It's hard, but I know you'll get over it someday too.
Or, I'll have to come over to sacramento, and get over it for you!
<3em
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