jersey is adorable. <3
pictures.

there's only about a million more.
i loveee him. <3

ohmygod, jersey is so cute. :]
i seriously love him. and he loves me too, i think. when i first got him, he just sat on my tummy and purred. he's so adorable. he's been following me around all night. he was laying on me while i was watching law & order tonight and he was sleeping and he's SO CUTE. :]
i took like eighty pictures in three hours. i love him.

button is seriously pissed though. she hissed at me, just because i had held him.

oh, and every time i have to leave the room for a minute or something, jersey cries and he stops when i come back. he's so cute. <3

<3jen

so yeah, sometime in the next thirty to thirty-five minutes, i'll have jersey. :]

excited much?

soo. i've officially cleaned out the guest room. mom and i have to go to petsmart later and get some stuff for Jersey. he's so adorable. :] i can't wait until friday.

there was a lockdown drill today. it was stupid. we just sat in the dark for fifteen minutes. retarded.

i should go do something productive. but i'm going to go on myspace instead.

bye.

yesterday mom and i went shopping for furniture. we bought a new couch and a chair and a half. not that i'd ever heard of a chair and a half until yesterday, but whatever. they're kind of a light green color and they're super comfortable. but we don't get them for like six weeks because we got a different fabric.

and today we went to the mall. i got like six shirts [three of which were my chemical romance], a mcr poster, scary kids scaring kids's cd, a bracelet, three purses/bags, two pairs of shoes, and a pin. so, i'm quite happy.

jenn said something about me getting the kitten [who i've officially named Jersey] on friday, but i still have to talk to her about it because i was under the impression that it would still be another few weeks before we could have him. not that i'd mind. i want Jersey as soon as i can get him.

i should go do homework. i still have a ton of make-up work to do. ew.

a bientôt, chéris.
<3jen

//edit:
starting friday, jersey = mine. <3

more pictures of my lovely kitten. <33

i can't wait until i get him.

my mother is drunk.
she was mad at me for no reason.
she started yelling at me out of fucking nowhere.
and she went into her room and slammed the door and i haven't seen her for an hour.

in other news...
i'm bad at quitting things.
but i'm so sick of this.

today is not a good day.

//edit:
today just got a million times better.
jenn just sent me a picture of the kitten she's giving me and OH MY GOD, he's adorable!!

awww. i'm so excited.

i've been dreaming
i was lucid
i was dreaming blood was seeping from my pores
who'd believe that this was all my own decision?
cracked faces and medicated smiles
set fire to my home before i turned and walked back in
for every needle open my chest and insert ten pins
i just anticipate what awaits when i awake...break
i die in my daydreams
the gardens have all been overgrown
i pushed my hand through the thorns to crush the final rose
a deadly secret only i suffer to know
i can't eradicate what awaits when i awake...break
i die in my daydreams

i seriously cannot fucking wait for summer.
AFI are gonna be on warped tour. i'm sososo excited about that. and so is angela.
plus, i get my permit this summer. but that's later. still.
it's gonna be great.

memories sharp as daggers
pierce into the flesh of today
the suicide of love took away all that matters
and buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart

i am not sick. i am not at school. mom thinks i'm sick. i can't face school. not today, not when we find out grades for midterms and i find out whether or not i even passed trig. i swear, that is the worst class i have ever taken.

i can't wait for spring break. three weeks left. but i'm looking forward to summer vacation more.

fuck. i feel like i have so much to say but i don't know how. i can't even think anymore.

i don't know what to do.