testing is overrr, yay. seriously, this week was crazy. we had the cahsee on tuesday and wednesday and then yesterday and today we had midterms. it was no good.

i talked to amanda last night. =) i hadn't talked to her in forever, seriously.

well. i have nothing to say. except heroine is still the shit.

bye, darlings.
<3jen

oh mother, is it hard to recognize me now?
mother, why can't you recognize me now?
i've sent my letters, "everything's fine,"
but i lied
little boy little man
i've lost my name
heroine, oh heroine
where have you been when i needed you?
little boy now little man
i've lost my name
heroine, oh heroine
where have you been when i needed you?

hi, loves. =)

happy spring. today was beautiful. it poured from second period to the middle of fourth. it's still gray.

i got heroine todayyy. it's amazing. <3

i think i'm going to borders later with my mom. and then we might go to dinner. fun.

tomorrow and wednesday we have to take the cahsee. california high school exit exam. first and second period are two hours-ish long and third and fourth are only like fifty minutes. then thursday and friday are midterms. it seems practically impossible that it's already time for midterms. time goes so fast.

oh my god, you should seriously buy heroine. i know i already said that it's amazing, but i'm listening to it right now and it's great.

i have to go wait for things.
byeee.
<3jen

i'm thinking about making a postcard and sending it in to postsecret. but i don't know if i will.
scratch that. i'm gonna make one.

yesterdayi was at matt's house from 2:30 to like 10:40. angela and matt's friend were there too. we played pictionary. it was the shit. we watched movies. we listened to music. we straightened matt's hair. fun.

god, i love my friends.

today i went to the movies and then to lunch with my dad. we saw the pink panther. it wasn't actually that bad. parts of it were pretty funny. but oh my god, beyonce can't act for shit. it's ridiculous.

i get along with my dad a lot better when i'm not living with him.

i'm gonna go do a survey or forty.

au revoir, les chéris.
<3jen

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my new picture is very yellow.
this is what happens in my bathroom when i don't use the flash.

yesterday.
emily and jenn came over and spent the night.
emily is still here and jenn is not. jenn had to leave at like seven this morning. ew.

today.
i'm going to matt's house later.

i'm so social.

...oh my GOD.
today was the best day ever.

okay, so life on the murder scene is supposed to be released next tuesday, right? well, i pre-ordered it about a week ago and it came today. FIVE DAYS before it's supposed to be released. i opened the package today and i literally screamed, haha. plus i got an autographed booklet thingy for being one of the first three thousand people to order it. ohhh my god, i'm so excited! ahh!

plus, i went to blockbuster earlier and i saw my chemical romance on the cover of spin magazine and i bought that.

jenn and emily are coming over tomorrow and spending the night.

today + tomorrow = best two days in the history of time.

<3.

frank iero has the nicest eyebrows ever.
...just thought i should mention that.

i have saturday school tomorrow, ew. i have to get up at 7 am. disgusting. actually, i should probably go to bed so i can actually get up, but whatever.

i've been listening to the misfits pretty much all day. they make trig infinitely better.

oh oh, i saw walk the line for the first time today. it was amazingly good. i almost cried once, actually. ha.

i'm happier today than i have been in a long time. it's...nice.

i have nothing to say, really. and i should go to bed, but i most likely won't for another few hours.

but in any case, off i go.
bye, loves.
<3jen

okay, so right now, i'm really excited for no reason. it's nice to be happy about something for a change, even if that something happens to be nothing.

it's been raining off and on for a few days. it's supposed to start again on friday. i wish it would rain constantly, seriously.

the goblet of fire came out todayyy, but i don't have it yet because amazon didn't ship it. cuntfaces, i really really wanted it today. christina got it, she said it was awesome. i better get it tomorrow or i'll dieee.

miami ink is on, i have to go watch it.

bye, loves.
<3jen

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new layout.
scary kids scaring kids. <3
new new layout.
pretty, yeah?

i hate myself. so much.
and i think that it has something to do with him. because he always makes me feel like this.
i'm sick of it. but i can't fucking help who i like, right?

i'm tired.
i'm depressed.
i'm weak.
my back hurts so fucking bad that i can barely move.
and i've already taken twelve tylenol in the last hour.
i'm going to bed.