January 5, 2006
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i'm tired.
i'm tired of feeling.
i'm tired of thinking.
i'm tired of being awake.
i'm tired of being alive.
i feel stupid again. i've been cutting myself like crazy for the last few days.
i feel...unloved. even though i have absolutely no reason to feel like that. i don't know what's wrong with me.
my dad's supposed to call the insurance company and get me a new therapist. maybe it's a good idea. i don't want to be in therapy. i don't even know that i really want to get better. i don't like relying on this but...i don't know anymore. i don't know anything.
i'm stupid.
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